Back to the electronic side of music tonight; quite happy with walking amongst the night stars.

I think of myself as flying. Dying. I'm getting old :/

............

Such an amazing sensation. The feeling of freedom.

What I'm experiencing at the moment can only be described as true bliss!

Post title? Not yet.

Currently on a journey to the deep parts of my mind. I can only explain it as bliss.

How I want to be in eternal happiness...

Let's say that it helps me concentrate better now that this trip is happening. Is it really happening? What's there to say what's happening. What journey is this? I want to do more than just this. I'm thankful. But I also aspire for more as well. Let's see what the end of this journey looks like. Nothing seems out of the ordinary. I wanna stop denying some truths. But wow tonight is so good.

I'm still thinking of writing my life in the future. Even if they never go published. Looking back at life will be a good read... Still thinking of what to even call it.

One day in those days, working in the middle class and sometimes low class. Becoming something else. Crossing a new world. Becoming someone else at work. Being different at home. Those were the days. In that world of gaming. I could compare it to a casino. Going there to deposit your money for a bit of fun. Escaping everyday life.

When all it seemed gray and brown. When all it was in reality was a simple scene on a comic book. The nobodies of every town. That we were. No contribution amongst us. Just a few words of gaming and parts of life. Mostly in between smoke breaks. Commonly called amongst some of them as "stoggie" on those days.

I wonder what happened to all of them... I wonder what will happen honestly.