2015 already

I feel life in our family isn't fair. But who am I to complain? I have health. But what good is health when you can't share such joy with everyone related by blood. Did YOU ever wonder how the future would be? I certainly did when I was a kid. I didn't picture it this way.  All of our mistakes and failures in life don't make us bad people. Ego is cancer of the soul. It's ok to have pride but too much pride usually leads to unhealthy situations. I certainly wish we were more caring towards each other. I wish things would be different. I hate the feeling of being stuck in a neutral spot, perceiving and catching negative vibes just for not choosing sides. I just for want to keep in touch with all my family.

Fuck life.