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I feel like something isn't right tonight. Was this the universe testing me? What was it this time? Why does it feel a bit weird to let go? What is it? That itch, that weird feeling on the chest. What is it?!

January. I've never felt this way

Wow I'm old. But then again that's life.

I miss people. I'm confused. I have a feeling of loneliness for once. I miss my friend, I miss the late night talks. But I sure shouldn't complain. This is what I wanted to begin with. Now that I'm here, I'm second guessing and doubting myself. AH I don't know what I'm doing with myself or my life. I don't even know why I'm writing this, knowing I'll be the only one who reads it.