Everything feels so lonely.
Everything hurts.

It's been 4 days since you left this world. I miss you.
It really hurts.

I wish you were still here. I am not ready to face the world without you. I wasn't ready for this. I'm not ready to go on without you. I'm hurting. I miss you.

I'm still breathing.

I'm still alive.

Sharing a quick update. I'm still breathing. Not much to share. Blogspot is so 2007. I'm so 2007. Thinking retro when that shit was just yesterday.

Life

A pinch of salt. A stone cracks. This is weird, and uncomfortable

12 hrs

The last 12 hrs of my life are a blur. I remember bits and pieces.

2015 already

I feel life in our family isn't fair. But who am I to complain? I have health. But what good is health when you can't share such joy with everyone related by blood. Did YOU ever wonder how the future would be? I certainly did when I was a kid. I didn't picture it this way.  All of our mistakes and failures in life don't make us bad people. Ego is cancer of the soul. It's ok to have pride but too much pride usually leads to unhealthy situations. I certainly wish we were more caring towards each other. I wish things would be different. I hate the feeling of being stuck in a neutral spot, perceiving and catching negative vibes just for not choosing sides. I just for want to keep in touch with all my family.

Fuck life.