And down comes April

I figured "Later" came first.

But the irony is my mind is too blank and I lost my train of thought.
So april has come, and along with it a blank state of mind. If only that applied to school essays as well....

Update.

Wow well I've lagged it on updating this blog.

So here are the news with my life... this won't take long.

I quit the gym about 2 months ago. Balley was a total rip-off and I was unhappy with it. It just wasn't really what I wanted. A month later after I quit I injured my knee and didn't give it proper time to heal. That left me to rest for a whole month. Today it's been a month and a week since I stopped running and I miss it.
I have completely forgotten that feeling one gets when running, that happiness. I just don't have it in me.

I started to fight about 2wks ago. It seems like something I am good at since I've won most of them, and only lost one. In my defense, I lost that fight cuz I was tired from 2 previous fights minutes earlier.

Anyway, lately life hasn't been how I pictured it 2 or 3 months ago.. I was hoping things would be different and better for me. I really wanted things to change and I still do, but life, well more like I seem to push things far away from me and it just blows. I don't try to because that's the last thing I want to do. I don't know what's wrong. Maybe I am scared and unconsciously I end up pushing things away. I hope and pray I am given one last chance to show things aren't supposed to end in a bad or just sour way. Sometimes I wonder too many things and this rant has completely moved from its original path.

A random June writing... for a lonely night. Maybe it's the post-rock, maybe it's the loneliness. I sure could use a bit of time to think things through but I wish a certain's person's time would also help me figure out so many, many things... I don't like life sometimes, and yet I am glad to be me... eh well.

This is all for June... or so it seems.

We smile at the will of curiosity

"The idea of "blogging" had been on the back of my mind for quite sometime now. I guess I wasn't sure, I had toyed with the idea of writing down my thoughts and share them with the world for them to read the monotonous way of thinking that I have."

Let me just start by clearing some things up. I quit the trendy site that many just seem to be obsessed with. I miss talking to some friends that somehow forgot to say hi but we all make new friends. I decided to stick to my few real friends. I guess texting is my way of bothering them in a good way.

Lately things seem so different, I don't know if it's this is either good or bad. I've found myself listening to the new OSSEIN record "FÜHRER." It's different, its avant-garde sound has managed to catch my attention and somehow I've been listening to it continuously since I downloaded it. But then again, Ossein has managed to catch my attention ever since Mr. Bowie released Declination.Funny how I keep writing about such band when this is not a review but simply a mere listener who enjoys good music. If you haven't listened to this band then do so after reading this. Also, Nile has put his 3 releases so far for free download: http://www.myspace.com/ossein

In other news, life in the valley is too quiet and yet nice. Earlier today I took a simple walk just to clear my mind. The day was different, so gloomy, cold and with some fog. Although I felt sick and wanted to come home, I did enjoy the walk. I managed to take a few pictures of random places I passed through (I have uploaded one picture on here to show). I guess a walk or a run is good. Tomorrow I go running again back on the orange line. 

Running is my therapy.