NIRVANA and simplicity.

All you must do is open up your mind and let simplicity with happiness.
Feel the joy, the smiles, the warmth of your loved ones.
Not a better feeling in the world to feel happy forever.
Only then will you find nirvana... That is how I found happiness...
In the most random times :p

Life, nirvana, negativity.

Last night I was up doing some reading, mostly nonsense here and there, wasting my time on random articles while I was listening to Pandora. Suddenly this song started playing, and it had an effect on me. It was a nice touching song. If there was a song that had feelings it has to be this one. So I started wondering and questioning why are we born. What is the true purpose in life? I found a few articles about it and the different points of view on each person according to their age. It was a wide range of views that made me go from nostalgic to quite sad, to happy to just wondering how my views would be in 20yrs if I'm still alive.

So the main question is why are we born? to be slaves? were we created to serve? or is there anything else? do we really keep being reborn until we find quintessence? is there such thing as nirvana? are we more than just a lower species? what else is there? It'd be such a sad thing to find out we just die and nothing else happens. Is there a soul? chakra? what happens next..... just what happens next.

1:20am tea and solitude.

I've been neglecting blogger. I forgot about my account on here and that's not good.
Tumblr doesn't really appeal to me. It's just not what I need in order to blog about whatever it is I need/want to rant about.

It rained this past weekend really hard. It was rather lovely.
We had a 6hr power outage. It was actually good because that gave me the chance to appreciate the rain for what it is... beauty.
I wish life was far more interesting in my end but it really isn't so this update sucks to be honest.

All I can do is share the rain falling down... but even that sucks cuz I couldn't capture the rain...

Well this is it for now...