Morning wind and unsweetened coffee.

Sleep is just not here... oh such joy
Sleeping patterns are all fucked but that's ok, I have shoegaze for lonely nights.
If only the wind was a lot colder.
It'd be lovely for once.
Where is the cloud architect?
The sun shines a bit too much and the heat is unbearable.
My mind is too tired to think things straight at the moment.
I must sleep now... until next time!

Dubstep

Dubstep is seriously the best... just too sick!
School no moaaarz.
Quick update.

:)

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Te quiero mucho abue.

May... oh May.

You know that feeling that you get when Hypothermia plays?
Do you?
I do....

After 6 years, you turned out to be shallow... and I'm disappointed.

And down comes April

I figured "Later" came first.

But the irony is my mind is too blank and I lost my train of thought.
So april has come, and along with it a blank state of mind. If only that applied to school essays as well....

March

I forgot I had this blogspot... It seems I haven't written anything down or bothered to note down my thoughts for the past months.
I sort of gave that up, don't know why but it seems like a wasted mind and space on this blog.

I would rant and go on about my life on here but that's pointless.

There isn't much to say, and yet, there's a million thoughts but all seem to point towards a special subject which makes me ache (mind you this isn't heartbreak or anything related to it).

I just wonder why... and I started to hope praying helps. But that's all for now.

I'll update LATER or NEVER. Whichever comes first.

Update.

Wow well I've lagged it on updating this blog.

So here are the news with my life... this won't take long.

I quit the gym about 2 months ago. Balley was a total rip-off and I was unhappy with it. It just wasn't really what I wanted. A month later after I quit I injured my knee and didn't give it proper time to heal. That left me to rest for a whole month. Today it's been a month and a week since I stopped running and I miss it.
I have completely forgotten that feeling one gets when running, that happiness. I just don't have it in me.

I started to fight about 2wks ago. It seems like something I am good at since I've won most of them, and only lost one. In my defense, I lost that fight cuz I was tired from 2 previous fights minutes earlier.

Anyway, lately life hasn't been how I pictured it 2 or 3 months ago.. I was hoping things would be different and better for me. I really wanted things to change and I still do, but life, well more like I seem to push things far away from me and it just blows. I don't try to because that's the last thing I want to do. I don't know what's wrong. Maybe I am scared and unconsciously I end up pushing things away. I hope and pray I am given one last chance to show things aren't supposed to end in a bad or just sour way. Sometimes I wonder too many things and this rant has completely moved from its original path.

A random June writing... for a lonely night. Maybe it's the post-rock, maybe it's the loneliness. I sure could use a bit of time to think things through but I wish a certain's person's time would also help me figure out so many, many things... I don't like life sometimes, and yet I am glad to be me... eh well.

This is all for June... or so it seems.